Few people can look back on their past and know the exact moment that changed their life forever. But Lorraine knew that moment . . . because it was the scariest, loneliest, and most uncertain moment of her life. It was the moment where she either had to turn back to God or forget him forever. Shane and Lorraine met when they were teenagers. He was the classic bad boy and she the straight arrow, but something drew them together. Despite a love that was unmistakable and an upbringing of faith in God, their lives took a tailspin through bouts of incarceration, partying, substance abuse, infidelity, and the darkest loneliness imaginable. It was in that darkness that Lorraine got down on her knees and pleaded with God to help her, to forgive her, and to bring her back the man her heart longed for. Would God hear her cries? Would he help her turn her life around? Could he forgive her for turning her back on him for so long? In this gripping memoir, Lorraine weaves the reader through years of trials and heartache that seem insurmountable. But through the grace of a loving Heavenly Father and her unconditional love for her soul mate, she develops a fiery resolve to achieve her happy ending.